killer routine

guys i can't even blog that's how sore i am ps90x is kicking my trash!!!

goodie bags'll blow your MIND!!!!!

woe!

HAVEN'T SLEPT SINCE WENDSDAY! getting ready for the twinses's 1rst birthday and my 1rst kids birthday party as a mom!! I literally love them!! to keep all the parties simple just hired people so we could just chillax, we chose the theme of "serious fun" and hired the proffesional facepainter and magician and clown and bubble master will be so fun, the blowup slide and castle and ballpit'll be here early so i can purel them, those Jones soda's with pics of the twins on the labels SO CUTE just got here, and just finishing up those sesame street-faced cakeballs dipped in chocolate, now just have to deal w/ the rest of the 1rst birthday photo shoots!

The formal one is this afternoon, cutest flowy promish dress and tux = serious cuteness, the semi-casual one went well this morning and yesterday's wimsical shoot went PERFECT, only had to yell at the photog once and kick 4 other family's out of our spot and berate Glamma twice for forgetting my favorite lipstick, and Alivyiah, I mean, Princess Vintage to the creepers, had on four ginorm tutu's w/ no shirt and we put Tridg, I mean, Champ-riffic, in the most darling bow tie and cowboy boots!

HAPPY ALMOST BIRTHDAY SNUGGLEBUTTONSES!

i can't sleep you guys

it's the middle of the night and i can't sleep and when i can't sleep i get super deep and have have have to share bc this is my journal, and part of why i am feeling all deep is bc i have alot, seriously TONS of stuff, on my mind!!!

For example i am 100% percent stressing about this week you guys! Made a pack forever ago that JJWT and me's kids would always have the best bday parties and this week Alivyiah & Tridger turn 1 and I'm still not done with the goodie bags for HIS party nor finished the guest list for HER party nor put up the felt triangle banner for their COMBINED party!!! Trying not to hyperventilate!!! And why are chandaleers so cute? Also, yay birds. Ugh, lately I usually always fill super fatiqued but there's for sure no way I'm preggo since {tmi} right now there is NO nuzzling at our house til I get a bigger etsy allowance. Why are ginorm heels w/ bows so adorable but make my feet so sore and why is there seriously zero time for pedi's when I want to feel cute so bad??? And speaking of cute is it mean to say I kind of am hope-ing that Ruth never looses all her babychub and this reminds me, why won't they find out they're babies gender??? Do you think its so I'll have to buy them more baby legs? Speaking of buying stuff I am craving crispy honey shrimp from Changs sooo bad you guys, bad I know, and a huge diet coke on the rocks guilty pleasure i guess sounds delish! Should I start calling my blog an on-line magazine? DWTS is going to be so fun, also heart ANTM and SYTYCD! I want to do hcg again but the ph changes can mess up you're ability to tan which i'm not willing to go there with it's being capri's and flip flop's weather in practically an hour. Which, thinking of diets slash fitness, can't decide which one if I should go to, spin or pilaties tomorrow, spin makes my butt seriously burn but is a little old fashion, pilaties is later and not as good of a teacher, guess it's six of a dozen.

I do all my best thinking at nite.

stream {of }conscience

Hi guys!! Sorry I haven't blogged in forever!!!

So I need to vent and say ugh March Madness and I have such a love hate dillemma! Most of the time I daintily prance-strut along this teensy slash precarrious wife-line btwn being super supportive and super needy but no biggie if I scoot past the line to whinny on accident bc I pout cutely.

Sooooo this time of year is hard bc boy stuff like games and brackets and righteous bets bug when they take hubby away from ME but also give me a chance to use the old proverb that no matter what it is, if you call it a "project" it's suddenly awesome, so neat that March Madness gives me MUCH NEEDED time to get to all my projects, soooo greatful that CuteBubbyNub supports my hobbies which I prefer we call passions...which reminds me maybe no more calling him CuteBubbyNub or AngelBabe, probably something tougher like BuffBoss or He-Man the Hot bc honestly I {heart} manly blog nicknames for husbands bc they definately highlight
me helpless beautiful vintage cutiefluff, he big strong smartie!!

hApPy sT pAtRicKs dAy!

Hi guys! So I saw on your blog how you were super cute and made your fam some darling green fancy breakfast today and a crazy cute lunch activity w/ a british theme with leprochauns and that, of which I LOVED, don't take this the wrong way but just so you know it's just that I'm way more into holiday's then you and also a tad more creative so not only was mine healthier and more delish but it was also more unique and all the themed food involved like nine more steps which kind of implies I love my family more then you love your's! :)

I should probably post a tutorial!

i do it bc i WANT to not bc i HAVE to

way tired from daylite savings but just have to blog that i LOOOOVE to publicize pics of my BARGAINS right next to stuff that cost a TON!!!!

For example, IT IS SO CUTE OF ME I FOUND
THIS GORGEOUS DESK/TABLE/CHAIR IN INCREDIBLE CONDITION AT THE DI/ON THE SIDE OF THE STREET/IN A DUMPSTER and then DECORATED THE CRAP OUT OF IT! I had to buy a ton of sanding stuff then some oober pricey paint and then added a bunch of Anthro knobs that cost a small fortune each plus I needed a cute new work apron and sassy hairclip, soooo my bargain project cost a grand but SOMEHOW IT'S STILL A BARGAIN SO IT'S CUTE OF ME!!!

doesn't it literally just scream "TAMN!"!??

*iNtErnEt sAfEtY*

anyone who knows me knows i am so freaked out by creepers!!!

that's why I'm so sad and embarrassed that I've always putten Alivyiah & Tridger's name on this blog! Oh my scarry! So if your a creeper you know my twins names, so from now on I'm going to call them by a psuedouphemism {that means secret nickname}, right now I'm thinking Princess Vintage and L'il Studleigh or else some variation of "Champ."

Of course I will continue to post every other piece of identifying info including naked pictures them and cute shower invitations w/ our address showing and pics of our house w/ house # and details about every other aspect of our lifes, but as long as everyone knows that Alivyiah and Tridger have seperate internet names we're totally fine and I can overshare all I want!!!

So there, CREEPERS!

humbleness

Even though I got tan and had fun and got some MUCH NEEDED relax time, it was still so hard of a trail for me on our cruise a couple months ago to be away from Alivyiah and Tridger, soooo I really wanted to share what a growing experience it was for me and all the depth I got and I didn't get to publically do so last month which was a ginormous bummer and made me worry no one would even know we went. So THIS fast Sunday I wanted to get up so bad and low and behold I finally got to, and plus ended up with the cutest mix of ponder and pout.

Except how much can one person be expected to take??

In trying to get my turn I had a whole nother trial! I had to wait for all the actual widows to shut the heck up so I could finally share about life as a law/biz/med/dental school widow.

Old ladies are so self centered on themselves. My trials are way more relevant since there NOW.

No one knows how hard I have it.

yAy

Sorry I haven't blogged in for-EVER,
been superbusy planning
Alivyiah & Tridger's first birthday party!
which remember I'm keeping way simple which is
seriously stressful between that and
getting ready everyday I = busy busy busy busy busy!!!

Speaking of the twinses birthday's
even though as of late I haven't
been trying nor seeing what happens...
still it brakes my heart
to realize my babies will
seriously be 1 {i feel soooo old!!}
and
I''ll have one year olds and am still not preggo,
and that week I struggled w/ infertility was a bummer so....








Clomid time!





now just gotta find the perfect ovulation ticker.

it's not "bratty" per say, it's exerting independence

Wasn't playgroup yesterday the funnest?

My twins are honestly super social wonder where they get it from, lol! Just hysterical how they kept taking stuff from your's, so funny about all Tridger's hitting {you know how it is, he's all boy!} and super sweet how Alivyiah kept bonking your kids with the giant spears of fake flower poking out of the material strapped to her head!

At least thats what some of the other mom's told me happened, I didn't actually see bc I was busy shrieking out about how VIENNA IS SOOOO NOT MARRIAGE MATERIAL JAKE!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY?

Ugh.

Weren't Alivyiah's & Tridger's squeakie shoes adorable?